Day 47

Posting yesterday's thing today because I was out late (what? I have some semblance of a social life now? I'm still kind of amazed).

My parents' gave me this book, The Daily Book of Art: 365 Reading that Teach, Inspire & Entertain, for Kids Day this year (a holiday my family invented between seven to ten years ago, that has since been made into an actual national holiday). I've really been enjoying it! Since it's really slow at my job during the summer I've been reading more than one of the entries per day, and I've also been going deeper into research about the topics they touch on. For instance the book has one page with maybe 200 words about Johannes Vermeer, but I went and read the very thorough Wikipedia page about him, which also led me to this list of all his paintings, as well as here, a really well done website about Vermeer where you can hover over his paintings and learn fascinating details about them. I am such an art nerd that when it mentioned on the wiki page that he was unique at his time in his use of natural ultramarine (very expensive) I had to read all about ultramarine here, which also then led me here, which is a Google Earth view of a factory in France that makes synthetic ultramarine. I think it is just so cool that you can see the blue all over the roof from the chimneys even when you zoom out several times.

ANYWAY. The point in all that is that I chose for yesterday's art to make some illustrated notes about Vermeer since I was finding it so exciting to learn about him. (Ignore my horrid sketch of Woman in Blue Reading a Letter; I had her face pretty good then erased it thinking I could get it better, and of course I couldn't.) Also, the weird looking Meer at the top is how he signed Woman with a Pearl Necklace, and is similar to how he signed his other works, as you can see here.
(Click on the picture if you want to see it larger.)

Day 46 - Catching Up

Catch up day!

I will try to go in chronological order as best as I can; I don't have exact dates for many of these.

In February, two days after my last blog post, I was at my parent's house and drew some pictures with my little sister, who was six at the time. She drew the two on the left (a mountain and me) and I drew the two on the right (an alien flower and my sister with pink and blue hair and green skin). 

I'm pretty sure I must have done something between February 16th and the end of March, but I have no idea what it was. -_- If anything...

Easter is traditionally a big day for churches all over the world, and at Connections, the little church I've been attending for a little over a year, Jeremy (our pastor's right hand man) wanted to do something to give to visitors that would also show how creative our church is. So he bought a bunch of green coffee beans and roasted them himself, and asked me to create the labels.

May I introduce to you Jittery Jonah (regular) and Mellow Mary (decaf). Click on the photos to enlarge.





















And here's what they look like on the packages! They printed darker than I had anticipated so some detail in Jonah's scene was lost, but they still look pretty sweet.

Connections often does series of sermons that sometimes have videos or dramas to go with them. In April they asked me to be one of the people in charge of creating sets for the dramas, along with a pretty cool guy named Jeff. Jeff and I had about maybe four days between agreeing to do this and the next series! We had to get a concept for the set that worked with what was in the mind of Josh, the guy who had written the drama, draw it out, and paint it all! It was a big project and I ended up pulling an all-nighter the Saturday before and having to skip church in the morning to sleep before going to work at 12:30. It was kind of a bummer. But the set turned out awesome and I got to watch the video later and be there for the next three weeks of the series.
Unfortunately, this set got painted over for the next series before I got the chance to take good photos (makes me want to cry every time I think about it!) but luckily there are videos of all four weeks of the series that you can check out here.
Jeff painted all the beautiful bolts of fabric and one of the curtains. He also bought all the paint which was AMAZING!
I drew everything out then painted the dress form, sewing machine and everything on the table (sewing scissors and a pin cushion), the shelves holding the spools of thread, the rest of the curtains, and lastly filled in the carpet and the brown parts of the fabric shelves.

Here's the sketch I sent to Josh for approval before we started in on the big panels. We didn't end up having a mirror and a few other minor things were tweaked.

I started working in February (part of why I stopped blogging- less time) and we have to wear our ID badges every day. They gave us these ugly green lanyards, but with how much I love beautiful things I really wanted to have something pretty to wear my ID on that could function as a lanyard as well as part of my outfit... so sometime in April (I think) I made this beaded necklace. Unfortunately since then it has broken and I've just been using a necklace I got at Claire's to hold my ID.

My dear friend Ruthilyn has decided that what she wants to do with her life is help women get through the junk in their pasts to be able to find true intimacy with their husbands, as well as gaining some confidence in their own sexiness along the way. She's a Confidence and Intimacy Coach and has been networking through public workshops and other events. I helped her create the poster for her workshops.
It was fun to do something a bit more on the graphic design side. Working with her to find fonts that conveyed the mood she was looking for (and to find a font that fit her need as well as being free to download for commercial use) was a nice challenge. I also got to refresh some photoshop skills I'd learned back in 10th grade - using gradients and learning some tricks with brushes, as well as finding, downloading, and installing a lovely set of lace brushes. I'm no master at photoshop by any means but it pleased me to be able to figure out a few things.

I also was helping Ruthilyn brainstorm different names for her business and logos to go with them... neither of these were used but it felt good to have a reason to work on some sort of artsy thing (that should have been a clue - Jessica, DUH, get back to your blog!).

Next! My husband and I had a stretch where we were struggling a bit and I wanted something around the house to remind me to lean on God through it all... I started on this sign but sadly never finished. It quotes Matthew 19:26. I saw this technique on pinterest where you draw or write something with hot glue then paint over it and I really liked the look. I went through a lot of glue sticks! When I get around to finishing this I want to change the color from this bright teal to a cooler sea green color, and maybe sponge a cream color around the edges and on some of the words. Maybe.

In May my aunt commissioned me to paint a case for her new iPhone. I actually have an etsy shop selling hand painted iPhone cases and flash drives (and pretty much anything is a possibility for me to paint in this style). If you so desire, you can find my etsy shop here, and my facebook page here.  If you're wanting to see my best cases, the facebook page has a lot more on it at the moment (I sold quite a few cases and haven't made many new ones to replace them so unfortunately the shop is a bit bare).

Anyway - this is the case I painted for my aunt. This photo is not the completed case (wow Jessica, really representing yourself well!) because I forgot to take a final photo before I left the house to bring it to her. The last thing I did was to put a smaller yellow dot on top of every dot you see here, making the finished case look kind of like a galaxy of stars.

As a side note, under the case you can see my dining room table that I painted last winter before I started this blog. I'm thinking maybe one day I may do a post with all the projects I did before I started the blog. Good idea or no?

On Memorial day every year all of my aunts and uncles and cousins who live here (my dad's side) go to the different cemeteries where we have family. My grandpa tells us stories of each person who died before we were born, and if we knew them we tell stories we remember about them. For some reason it's always been one of my favorite traditions. Some years ago none of our flowers had bloomed by Memorial Day, so we painted flowers and hearts on small rocks and left those on each grave site... and we now do that every year, adding to our tradition. Occasionally they are still there when we go back the next year, which is always great to see.

The two rocks I am holding I made specifically for my Grandma Michelle, who died when I was twelve. She was so amazing; I really loved her a lot and often wish she was still here.

In December of last year I went crazy making snowflakes and putting them ALL over the house. My best ones I put up on our front windows for some decoration rather than hassling with lights etc. The trouble is that our windows still look like this in July, where it was 108 degrees earlier this week.

I didn't want to take them down until I had something spring-timey (now summery) to replace them with. I started making some paper flowers to put up there, but... never finished. Anyone else noticing a trend? So sadly my windows still look like Christmas while my poor poppies and daisies sit waiting for some purple and yellow companions. My husband teases me that I might as well leave the snowflakes up until it's winter again.

Sometime in June I had the fabulous idea that someday (within the next five years) I want to buy a used school bus and convert it into a traveling home! It has since been an idea that I am fairly obsessed with. I had even started drawing out plans, trying to fit everything we need into a 8'x40' (320 square foot) space. We currently live in a house that is somewhere around 1,100 square feet so... it will be interesting. But I have seen blogs about families of five and even families of nine living in house buses so... with just two of us it should be totally doable! ...Right?







For the last four or five weeks I have been participating in a weekly class based on the book The Life Model: Living from the Heart Jesus Gave You, which has been pretty great. For the second week of the class we were asked to bring a photo of something that brings us joy. I am ridiculously forgetful so I left for work that morning without a photo (plus I don't really have many photos anyway), sooo... during my down time between stuff at work I drew a picture of some of the things that bring me joy: all of my sisters and my mom, Mitch, wildflowers, music/podcasts (ipod), my house bus dream, paint and paintbrushes, and a big comfy chair with a book!

The series Connections is doing right now is all about marriage. There isn't a drama, but they wanted a nice little set in the background anyway. This one was SO much faster and easier than the last one. It only took me eight or nine hours by myself this time instead of 35+ hours with Jeff helping me.
I don't have a photo yet (I really need a camera) but there is a video for it! (Here.) Be warned, this was a talk about marriage, and they do talk about sex a bit.

Lastly, Today! A couple weeks ago I had kind of an emotional breakdown centered around having no clue who the heck I am. Mitch (husband) said, "You know how I turn my painful stuff into songs? You should be doing that with art," and I told him if I painted my feelings right now it would end up being a big paper covered in black scribbles, because I feel like a big mass of black scribbles right now. But then as we talked an idea formed in my head of how I could express how I was feeling without making a mess of black scribbles, and I have been slowly working on that for the last week or so. It's by no means a masterpiece but it's something. I'm making art and I'm figuring out how I feel while doing it.
I'm just going to show you a sketch I did before starting instead of how far I am at this moment, because with some art that is more personal to me I don't really like to show anyone until it is finished.

So, there we go, all caught up. Now I just need to start working on something everyday and keep blogging about it!

I REFUSE TO FAIL.

Day 187... or Not.

This post should be Day 187... but instead it is still only Day 46.

I have missed 142 days of keeping my goal to work on art every day and blog about it.

I did that thing I always did with journals growing up: I missed one day. That one day made it easy to justify missing another day, then I'd missed a week, then it was too overwhelming to catch up on everything I'd missed, then I just got depressed every time I thought about my failure, which made it even more impossible to start again.

But.

I am starting again.

I really want this blog to be a part of me, not just something lurking in my head making me depressed every time I think about it. I am choosing not to fail.

I have been struggling a lot lately with issues surrounding the question "Who the heck am I?" and I think a starting point is to get back into art. If I make a conscious decision to make art a part of me then I am just a little bit closer to figuring out who the heck I am, right?

So, first things first. I have done some artsy stuff  in the last 142 days, so I think I'm going to do one big post with all of those, then dive right back into my art every day and hopefully stick with it this time.

Here we go! I'm excited to be here again!